I just had a nervous breakdown what should i do?

you're just having a bad day, or a bad week. everyone has things in their life they hate, or can't stand. I do, and I think to myself on a daily basis "it could be worse", because it could. Maybe the girl isn't right for you, maybe you should cut back in school, so you can focus more on those cles. You could take out a loan for school, and pay it off later(I personally get financial aid, which is a big help) you hate your height and small hands? that's just silly. take a step back, and look at your life. look at what you can change, what needs to change, and what can be done.