Is this normal? will a guy be disgusted by me? am i a freak?!?

OK so im 16 and im in 10th grade. since i have never seen another girl down there im not really sure what is wrong and what is right. But what i have heard guys talking about is how girls should have tiny little s. And it seems like if your is visible without the lips being spread apart you are a freak. my shows a tiny bit when nothing is spread apart. i feel like i have something weird down there. will guys not have with someone like this? is this an abnormality? does this mean im like really boyish or something? i know nothing about these sorts of things so please help! im not having yet and i don't think i will for awhile but letting a guy see my naked is sorta coming up soon. is he gonna be totally freaked out?